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Ah.. I've been visiting the blogs of the other 4a Kids, and found out that alot of them have started college already.

I'm glad to see that they're enjoying it.

As for me, well, I don't know what yet to expect. All I know is that we'll be observing the Post-mortem on dead bodies 2 years from now.o.o that, and that I am very necrophobic. Good Lord.

College, college, college. I'll be seeing 3 familiar faces in MMC.. 1st, Pau. Section D. AMP. I'm in section E. Rawr. Sana isang section na lang eh.:)) 2nd, Justine. We've been in one school in preparatory, highschool, and now college. Haha. She also lives 1 street away from me.:P Cute much?:)) Finally, KF.:D My cousin is in section F. Rawrdie. His first crush was Justine..>:) Jusssssssssssssss oh.:))

Anyways>:)


I've read Bea's recent post about the friendship she was able to gain during her stay in HS and it made me think about all those people I've grown to love during Highschool.

Si Amanda kasi! She started first sem last may 23rd, and to tell you honestly, I was scared that maybe, just maybe, she'll forget about what we have all shared during our junior and senior years. o.o Yeah, I am paranoid when it comes to things like this..'what if she prefers all her new friends over us' yadda yadda..phoo.:P

We talked, and straightened things out. Love love love this girl so much.:) Im always here.:)

Meanwhile, my sissie...we'll she's another story. We haven't talked to ages, and i think she forgot about us already.o.o''

Moral of experience? True friends are hard to find, and even harder to let go. Don't underestimate its power, for it might be the only thing to make you get through the toughest of times.:)

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Sunburn. 'Nuff said. o.o
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Its dad's death anniversary today, so we [chi, kuya and I] went to Love Memorial in Cavite to pay him a visit. Phooey. His mausoleum was filthy! His family won't even go there and clean up the place. *sighs* No respects... He helped his family alot, and they can't even pay him back by cleaning his resting place.:(

Ah. 9 years without dad and it still is slightly unbearable.
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On a happier note, we headed to MOA after.

Chi and I dashed to the ice skating rink.:)) It has been months since I last skated.:)) We were racing, and tripping.:P It was fun:))

We watched Shrek 3 after. Really fun movie. I soooooo love Artie.:)) And dronkeys. And the ogre babies .And puss' and donkey's new tails. [watch movie for more info]

Snow White was really funny.:))

[Rapunzel Rapunzel let down your long golden...extensions!]

Ah.

Also there was a Cosplay earlier. This Resident Evil person was really nice.:)) [o.o] Anime lovers were everywhere.

Also, we raided Toy Kingdom. I bought a frisbee, bubbles, and a water gun.>:)

I bought 3 books. I am so so so happy.:)) [coughdorkcoughnerdcough!]
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Sorry this post is so random. I am tired and hyper at the same time and I just cant bother to make sense.:))
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New layout. Loooooooooooooooves it so much.:)) I made this layout as a ''memorial'' to another chapter of my life that is slowly unfolding : college.

College, college, college. I honestly don't know what to think about it. I don't know what to expect, or what to do on my first day.:P Supposedly, I'll have classes only for 3 days a week, but I changed my sched to four days a week to ease off my work load. Sheeeks.

Everywhere I go, there's something that's bound to remind me of OBMCI. To the OB LP people, remember the Lady of Guadalupe Painting in the old building? and the small narrow staircase? Well in my school, they have that.T_T. It makes me think that I am so not over OB.:))

Its just really hard to start over, you know? I have a problem with that. As in seriously. :)) Worse, Pau is in another section. I don't know about Jus. *sighs* Oh well.

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As a tribute to my mother on Mother's Day [though I know she won't ever see or read or hear about me blogging about her] I decided to list things which I've experienced with her [the good and bad] through out the span of my 16 years.:)

year 1- She gave birth to me in our delicate humble home. She later on explained that I wanted to get out of her womb abruptly and the hospital is out of the question.=_="

year 2- She would always take me shopping in Glorietta.[ yes, i've practically learned how to walk there. I'm a Makati Bebe.:)]

Year 3- Yaya and Mayet went home to Antique together and left me in my parent's care. My butt was full of scratches due to Mom's nails. She also fed me her slipper after being so "annoying" and inquiring about my father's absence. She also threw a nail cutter at me.:))

Year 4- She dressed up a little too much to my kinder recognition day after she found out that i was top of my class and will be receiving a gold medal.

Year 5- She felt really bad because I picked Daddy to go up the stage with me as I was given my Valedictorian Medal when I graduated Preparatory. Dad taught me to call her "Mumu". She hated it.

Year 6- She pushed me into a 6 ft pool. I almost drowned, but my dad saved me.

Year 7-My 7th birthday. Grand party. Haha. I had 4 outfit changes due to Mother. May of 1997, after my dad died, and I just got off the phone with Yaya, she sat down beside me, held me close, and soothed me. It calmed me down a little bit seeing someone was sharing my pain.

Year 8- Otep. That bastard. He's my mom's ex. I hate him to hell. He used to be my father's bestfriend too. Traitor bastard gold digging son of a bitch. My mom almost picked him over me. I hated them.

Year 9- still up on top of the class, and my mother was more concerned with her looks rather than my medals. phooey.

year 10- I dont really remember. Its more otep stuff i guess.

Year 11- grade 5. I went to the states for the first time. Meeting her siblings were endearing. they love me so.

Year 12- Graduated 6th grade with 8 gold medals. Mum was happy. From pride or pretty clothes and all the attention, i have yet to know. pre- hs stage. I wanted to go to Manresa/ Seton but she insisted on OB instead. I couldn't thank her enough.

Year 13- getting used to the mom-teen daughter angst brews all around the house.

Year 14- USA. Fought with mum while watching National Treasure.

Year 15- Senior year. September? Had a huge fight about the palanca letter with my mom. When I went home from the retreat, I was a changed person. Yihee.:)

Year 16- seldom petty fights with mom. I actually care about her now more than ever. I love my mom.:)

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There you go. As you can see, my mom and I are total opposites, and we don't get along all the time. However, there is still that fine line between love and hate. My mum is my only mom ever, and I do love her. Maybe not as much as I love my yaya, but still. The love is there and it will always be there no matter what. Happy Mommy's Day Mom.:) Love you tons.:)

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I saw this and I remembered my 7th year. (read up for info). Sad.

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I love Dan more than anything else.:)

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This post isnt posted because of a fight between me and Daniel. Daniel is out of this, ok? be nice to him.>:P

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Thank God for Anger. Why? Well, because of this emotion, I am able to stay true to myself, and express how I really feel. Makes sense? No? Well see, once I get angry, that's saying something. If someone is being mean and I get angry, it simply means that I'm not letting people walk all over me and treat me that way. Its that simple. If you get mad at people who are close to you, and they get mad as well and don't understand whatever points you are trying to get across, then they're not worth your time and attention. They are supposed to understand if they really feel for you, and in the first place, they shouldn't have done anything which could have provoked your rage.

Isn't it irritating when people tell you that they care for you, that they love you so much and thats the reason why they're there with you? Don't fall for those lines until they are proven. Some people say this just to let down your guard and attack you easily. Harsh? Well that's reality dearies. Be careful of people, and test them first to see if they're worth of your trust. If they really care for you, NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS WOULD THEY DARE TO HURT YOU AND NOT TAKE RESPONSIBILITY ABOUT IT, no matter how stressed they maybe or how mad they are, IT JUST WON'T HAPPEN IF THE LOVE AND CARE IS THERE. If it happens though, then something is terribly wrong. You're bound to get hurt over and over and over again if you keep up with this type of shit. It may not happen everyday, but it will happen occasionally. Funny thing is, if it happens everyday, its not going to hurt as much as it would if it happens occassionally.

Yes, in case you're wondering, something happened to me that hurt me so. Actually, it just happened minutes ago, and I'm using my blog to ease out all my frustrations. Ah.

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You Are 84% Happy

It's unlikely that you know anyone happier than you. You know how to be happy, no matter what life throws at you.

You Are 56% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded. Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints. But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line. You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.

Caramel Frappuccino

Creative and expressive, you tend to match your Frappuccino flavor to your mood. And a flavored syrup is always a must!

How You Life Your Life

You have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness. You say whatever is on your mind. Other people's reactions don't phase you. You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly. You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

You Are the Ego

You take a balanced approach to your life. You definitely aren't afraid to act out on your desires - even crazy ones. But you usually think first. Morals drive you as much as hedonism does. You've been able to live a life of pleasure... without living a life of excess.

All American Kid

Popular but not plastic. Athletic but not a jock. Smart but not a brain. You were well rounded and well liked in high school.

You Are Root Beer

Ultra sweet and innocent, you have a subtle complexity behind your sugary front. Children love you, but so do high end snobs... when you're brewed right. Your best soda compatibility match: Dr. Pepper Stay away from: Diet Coke

Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP)

Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

You Are 32% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

You Should Get a MD (Doctor of Medicine)

You're both compassionate and brilliant - a rare combination. You were born to be a doctor.

You Are Cyclops

Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause. You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them. Power: force beams from your eyes

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

What Dianne Therese Means

D is for Dashing I is for Intense A is for Amazing N is for Natural N is for Neglected E is for Emotional T is for Tasty H is for Hardworking E is for Elegant R is for Romantic E is for Enlightened S is for Smooth E is for Energetic

You Probably Look Younger Than Your Age

You live a healthy lifestyle and know how to take care of yourself. You'll probably have a youthful glow for many years.

Your Driving Is is: 63% Male, 37% Female

According to studies, you generally drive like a typical male. You're confident in your driving skills, and hardly any situation gets the better of you. And while you may have a few tickets under your belt, you're still a very good driver.

What Guys Think of Your Ponytail...

Girlish, free spirited, low maintenance. The kind of girl he can take camping ... for fire building and romance :-)

Your Personality is 28% Addictive

You don't have an addictive personality - at least, not usually. You can indulge in vices freely, and there's little chance that you'll get hooked.

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as driven and ambitious. Overall, your true self is passive and thoughtful. With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic.

Your Attitude is Better than 80% of the Population

You've got a winner attitude. You're always optimistic and cheery. Your personality will get you far in life.

You Are 54% Vain

You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence. Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you!

Your Observation Skills Get A D+

You know that you remembered to put on underwear today... But really, that's about it!

You Are A Jealous Ex

You're not quite over your past, and you are hurt that your ex is moving on You're no longer in love, but you're not done with being pissed Jealous of any happiness that comes your ex's way, you still can't let go

You Are Running on 52% Adrenaline

Your Adrenaline Level: High You often feel like you are running on empty. And it doesn't feel great! Slow it down a little - even if it means not getting everything done.

You Are 64% Lady

Overall, you are a refined lady with excellent manners. But you also know when to relax and not get too serious about etiquette

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Dahil bored ako:

You Are 74% Grown Up, 26% Kid

Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature. Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

Gummy Bears

You may be smooshie and taste unnatural, but you're so darn cute.

You Are 16% California

You are a bogus Californian. Go back to the East Coast.

You Are Not a Cheapskate

When it comes to money, you're very fair. You're generous when you can be, and you never cheat anyone out of what they deserve. If you have the money, you enjoy splurging. But you never overspend.

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

You Are 60% Nerdy

You may be a bit surprised with this score, but your more of a closet nerd than an actual nerd. Stop denying your inner nerd! You're truly dorkier than you think.

You Are a Mermaid

You are a total daydreamer, and people tend to think you're flakier than you actually are. While your head is often in the clouds, you'll always come back to earth to help someone in need. Beyond being a caring person, you are also very intelligent and rational. You understand the connections of the universe better than almost anyone else.

You Are 2: The Helper

You always put on a happy face and try to help those around you. You're incredibly empathetic and care about everyone you know. Able to see the good in others, you're thoughtful, warm, and sincere. You connect with people who are charming and charismatic.

Your Love Element Is Metal

In love, you inspire and respect your partner. For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience. You attract others with wit and a bit of flash. Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you. Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life. You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past. You connect best with: Earth Avoid: Fire You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off. In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so. A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well.

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