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Happy Birthday Chuckie!:-)

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Hay..Love. I don't know what to think about it. All i know is that, it is the ultimate push towards reality. Haha.. Im such an emo kid. Well, when it comes to love that is. This is the only thing that makes me feel helpless.

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QUOTABLE QUOTES FOR THE BROKEN HEARTED:

"Time will make you forget me but time will make me love you more than before."

"Love can make you happy but often times it hurts,
but love is only special when you give it to who its worth."

"The hardest part of loving someone is knowing when to let go,
and knowing when to say goodbye."


"Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult"

"Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours."

'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all."

"The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost."

"Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go."

" You broke me, you broke my heart, you broke everything! You
turned my world upside down and inside out, BUT I know it was worth it for
that one moment of love we had, it's a shame it went bad..... "


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Maybe there's still hope..
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Yay. Finally. Update! Update!
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Whew, haven't been able to update for a long time due to the hectic week I had because of the Intrams preparations. Haha. It was sooooo tiring. The only thing I love about it is that it gives us a reason not to have classes *yay! no chemistry!:-P*. Well, that and the ultimate bonding with our batchmates.

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This year's preparations were sooooo stressful. I exerted alot of effort, time, energy and voice this year. Oh well, you know what? I don't care because theyre all worth it!:-)

CONGRATULATIONS JUNIORS!:-)

Yay! Our batch won the over-all champion title in this years Intramurals, with 420 points.:-) Yep, all those hard work had paid off. Very well actually. We weren't really expecting this...well maybe some are, but whatever.:-) WE are a great team guys. Till next year.:-)

Oh and by the way! Congratulations to our Men's volleyball team, our cheerdancers, players, PEP,batchmates! I am soooo proud of you guys!:-)



Oh and ofcourse..

CONGRATULATIONS FRESHMEN, SOPHOMORES AND SENIORS!:)

You did a great job!:-) Till next year!
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November 26

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Happy Birthday Kuya Michael!:-) I love you!

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Haaay. Long time no blog update..Lots of things happened this past week. Omg! Its already the end of another week..Yayness! It will be summer in no time..But hopefully, I'll be taking college classes in Ateneo De Manila University this summer..:-D Haha. Oh well, we still have to take a qualification exam, so I won't expect too much. Anyyywaaayyyssss...

Hmm.. this past week, what happened? We had a volleyball match against the freshmen and sophomores. Unfortunately, we lost against the sophomores, but won against the freshies.:) The game was sooooo tiring, hopefully, we'd be able to join the finals this week...:-|

Hmm.. Today, our male volleyballista's had a match against the freshies and sophies. Both of which they had won! yayness!;-P If only we could play like them! HEHE! They got in the finals which will commence next week on our Intramurals proper.:) so yeah..

CONGRATULATIONS JUNIORS!

Huwaaa...Intrams next week! Omg.. and the pep squad isn't that ready yet! Haha. Oh well, we can do this!:-P waaah. Im sooo tired. I just got home from practice eh.:-P It was sooo fun! I was told that I walk like a ramp model.. and I was like.."what the heck are you babbling about?!:-P" haha. Me and modeling? Nah.:-P Not that photogenic.. and I am very clumsy.:-P

Well, the highlight of this week is my birthday. An awful birthday mind you. I woke up all depressed, then I went to church, and felt really down. At first, I didn't know the reason why, but it was probably because I miss my Dad, there's no preperations or whatever for my birthday..I don't know. Oh well...

Thank you Hunny, Weh, Ches, Krissa, Audrey, Manda, Minseun, JV and Kendz for making me feel tons better ! I love you guys!(' ', )

Hmm.. so moving on. Wah. I'm 15 already! I feel sooo old. Haha. No offense hubby.:-P *yabshu!* I noticed some changes already.. I am acting more mature in some aspects.. I decided to take on more responsibility to myself. I mean, I'm 15, a young lady.. Wait! ME?! A young lady?! Omg.. lol. But yeah, I guess I am. My mom, brother and nannies treat me as one now already, soo.. i guess I have to act the part. I know I wouldn't be able to hide the child within me, but I know that I have to grow up sometime, right? Besides, I know that I am a child at heart, soo.. I will still be linked to the kiddie me.:-D Nia.. I can't see myself as a teenager. I don't know why.:-P Well, I feel like one, but I don't see myself as one. Haha. Confusing isn't it? I am confused myself.:-P Hmmm... I'm trying to set some goals for me this year.

Here are some of those goals:

• Study harder.
• Try not to swear or curse. Haha. That's bad eh.:-P
• Try to be more active.
• Never let opportunities pass.
• Be more open-minded.
• Learn to go out more often.:-P
• Be more independent.
• Learn to be lonely. Haha. Thats a serious goal.
• Be more spiritual.
• Studies first before anything else.
• Impress Myself.
• Do everything because I want to, not because they want me to.
• Take one day at a time.
• Be more me.
• Be more happy about life.
• Appreciate everything.
• Be more optimistic.
• Follow my heart. *aww.*
• Be more realistic.
• Never give up.

Haha. I don't know why I am aiming for those, but something tells me that I have to.( >_<) weird. hehehe.

sooo yeah..:-P I will go to bed now.:-P Gimmick tomorrow. Hiyeeey!:-D

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waaaah. Just got home from practice, and im like sooooooooooo sooooooooooo tired. haha. *note: emphasis on SOOOOO.:-D* i decided to bloghop and found some interesting blogs, like Ate Annabelle's and decided to take some surveys.:-)
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I decided to answer a couple of surveys to let time pass.

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Survey #1

10 things you like:
1. Singing!
2. Chocolates
3. Butterflies
4. flipflops
5. fluffy notebooks
6. lipgloss
7. eyeliner
8. highlighters
9. angel figurines
10. magazines

3 things that make you happy:
1. Hugs
2. Daniel, friends and family
3. shopping

3 things that anger you:
1. PMS
2. materialism
3. sexism,bullying..etc..

10 things that you hate:
1. Boredom
2. People who act like they know everything
3. smokers
4. failing
5. Disappointment
6. cheating
7. spiders
8. Horror movies
9. backstabbers
10. Rude, impolite people

3 facts about your name:
1. Named after Princess Diana
2. Named after St. Therese
3. dot.dot.dot.;-D

5 facts about yourself:
1. I'm very moody.
2. I love Daniel Riley Adair!
3.I love to daydream.
4. I don't get distracted easily.
5. I am hyper most of the time.

2 things you expect (at least for now):
1. Better grades this quarter.
2. no more fights. *I love you Hunny!:-)*

4 random thoughts:
1. Rawr.Tut.tut.tut.
2.Yawning is nice..
3. harry...harry..harry...
4. Hufee burdei!

Song you're listening to (give singer):
1. Ever after- bonnie bailey
Time:
10:00pm

10 People you'll tag this to:
Eh. Ewan.

Survey # 2

1. FIRST NAME:
Dianne Therese

2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Yeah, Princess Diana and St. Therese of the Child Jesus.

3. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
yep.

4. WHICH FINGER IS YOUR FAVORITE?
thumb. haha.

5. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
uh..yesterday/

6. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Yuff.

7. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAL?
uhhh...anything edible.:-P

8. ANY BAD HABITS?
Swearing a lot when I'm angry. Darness.

9. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
uh..98 degrees?:-P

10. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
if i let myself be my friend. nyay. confused.:0P

11. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
I dont really remember.

12. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Yes,but not that much..

13. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
Scream. Cry.

14. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
School.

15. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
Not so much.

16. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
Pollypocket and barbie!

17. WHAT CLASS IN SCHOOL DO YOU THINK IS TOTALLY USELESS?
Foodtech,LT

18. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL?
yeah.

19. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Yes! haha!

20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
Nope.

21. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Humor and smarts.

22. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Yani, Iris, Therese

23. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Maybe..

24. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Nope.

25. DO YOU THINK THAT YOU HAVE STRONG POINTS?
Er. Maybe.

26. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ice cream FLAVOR?
Vanilla.

27. WHAT'S YOUR SHOE SIZE?
8 1/2 or 9.

28. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
Babyblue, blood red, light pink, lilac and white.

29.HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
4.

30. WHO DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
Dad. Dan.

31. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Uh..

32. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Dont love you no more.

33. LAST THING YOU ATE.
Spaghetti.

34. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
uh..Ate Margie.

35. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Smile. Eyes.

36. DO YOU THINK THAT UR EVER GOING TO GET MARRIED?
Yeah! haha.

37. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
Still cute and hyper..haha! seee!:-P

38. FAVORITE DRINK?
Water & rootbeer.

39. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRInk?
i dont drink.

40. FAVORITE SPORT?
Volleyball

41. HAIR COLOR?
Dark Brown

42. EYE COLOR?
Chocolate Brown.

43. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? IF SO ARE THEY COLORED OR CLEAR?
Nope.

44. SIBLINGS?
Kuya Mike

45. FAVORITE MONTH?
December

46. FAVORITE food?
Pasta.

47. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
10 things I hate about you. haha.

48. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
every 23!:D

49. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
uh..yes.

50. SUMMER OR WINTER?
winter. yay. more sleeping time!

51. HUGS OR KISSES?
Hugs.

52. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Relationships.

53. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Secret.haha

54. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Secret.;)

55. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
5 people you meet in heaven.

56. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
i dont have a mouse pad.;D

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Hm.. So I wrote this entry during my Logic class, while the teacher is discussing. Haha. Brilliant!:-P I dont know.. I am doing well in Logic, but listening to the discussions of topics are boorrring me.:-P What can I do? Logic is not for me anyways...:-D haha. I think that is a big reason why I act illogically at times..not too illogical really, but whatever.:-P

She's now talking about how grades appear to be not important. Sheesh. I agree, but right now, my grades are really important since my junior year is the most crucial year of hisghschool, since my grades now will be the basis for college..:| aaahhh..college.:-P

Hmmm.. college... Whenever I think about college before, I imagined myself being..uh.. more mature and classy. Driving around, going to the library and studying. Haha. Seriously.:-P I don't know.. I'm a dork. haha.:-D Hmm.. anyways.:-P College.. what do I expect about college..? I don't really know.. I'm not the type of person who expects something about something that is not yet there. Maybe next year, I can expect a bit, but right now.. I'm worried about chemistry..[cut]

**Owkay, here's what happened, I got my chem results, and was really disappointed. Haha. It wasn't exactly failing, but wasn't exactly passing either. haha. boohoo. oh well.:-P Next time!:)**

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Haaay. What a day.:-| I feel so tired and hyper at the same time.. I don't know..maybe its because I slept at midnight last night because I watched For Love Or Money.. haha. Then I ate some almond toffee thingies before I went to school..:-P Haha! Perfect Combination!:-P Good thing the only class we had today was chemistry..:-D hehhe. We practiced volleyball, then free periods. haha. I'm hyper most of the day...hay.. so ok..Dan & I are kinda..:| I dunno. Chocolates kasi.:-P anyways.. I lost the writing mood.. so yeah...:|

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Hm.. So I wrote this entry during my Logic class, while the teacher is discussing. Haha. Brilliant!:-P I dont know.. I am doing well in Logic, but listening to the discussions of topics are boorrring me.:-P What can I do? Logic is not for me anyways...:-D haha. I think that is a big reason why I act illogically at times..not too illogical really, but whatever.:-P

She's now talking about how grades appear to be not important. Sheesh. I agree, but right now, my grades are really important since my junior year is the most crucial year of hisghschool, since my grades now will be the basis for college..:| aaahhh..college.:-P

Hmmm.. college... Whenever I think about college before, I imagined myself being..uh.. more mature and classy. Driving around, going to the library and studying. Haha. Seriously.:-P I don't know.. I'm a dork. haha.:-D Hmm.. anyways.:-P College.. what do I expect about college..? I don't really know.. I'm not the type of person who expects something about something that is not yet there. Maybe next year, I can expect a bit, but right now.. I'm worried about chemistry..[cut]

**Owkay, here's what happened, I got my chem results, and was really disappointed. Haha. It wasn't exactly failing, but wasn't exactly passing either. haha. boohoo. oh well.:-P Next time!:)**

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Haaay. What a day.:-| I feel so tired and hyper at the same time.. I don't know..maybe its because I slept at midnight last night because I watched For Love Or Money.. haha. Then I ate some almond toffee thingies before I went to school..:-P Haha! Perfect Combination!:-P Good thing the only class we had today was chemistry..:-D hehhe. We practiced volleyball, then free periods. haha. I'm hyper most of the day...hay.. so ok..Dan & I are kinda..:| I dunno. Chocolates kasi.:-P anyways.. I lost the writing mood.. so yeah...:|

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Hay. Sunday. Oh Joy. Start of a new week. Usually means school tomorrow. Wah. I don't want to go to school! I am completely staying in my computer plushie chair! Not. Haaay. I wish I could graduate already.:-| College ah, not highschool. Haay. Anyways, so here I am contemplating on whether I should wake hubby up or not. He slept at 2 something AM their time, 4 something PM our time because we were talking. Haha.:-P Hehe. I'm a brat! I need his attention, what can I say!:-P So yun nga, he insisted that I wake him up after few hours so that I won't miss him too much. Sweet noh? I just don't know if I should, I mean, he's been sleeping really late this past week because of me..;;) hehe! Haaay. Life.

Oh well, I'm bored so I went surfing, then found this great blog quiz site.. so I decided to take a few quizes.:-) Sooo.. here are the results.:-)

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All American Kid

Popular but not plastic. Athletic but not a jock. Smart but not a brain. You were well rounded and well liked in high school.

You're a Wild Drunk

You can get enough drink. Seriously, you'll just go puke and start pounding them back again!

Your 1920's Name is:

Earline Alfreda

Snickers

Nutty and gooey - you always satisfy.

You Should Get a MD (Doctor of Medicine)

You're both compassionate and brilliant - a rare combination. You were born to be a doctor.

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

You Are 17 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

you have a happy life and your first child will be
a girl


How many babies will you have (girls only)
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Awww... Ainyel!:-D
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OOOwkay.. I finally got tired of taking quiz. haha. I think I have something in my mind that I should post on. However, I think Im too lazy to do it. Haha. Oh well.:|

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Waaah. Sembreak's over. Well not really over, I still have one day. But wah.:-( I don't want to go to school just yet.. I'm quite scared of the outcome of the exams. Yes. I. Am. Scared. I have the history of my grades getting lower during the second quarter. Last year, Biology. This year, Chemistry. Don't get me wrong, I love Sciences, and I grew to love Biology last year. But Chemistry? Eeech. Before the start of this school year, I admit, I was quite excited to study Chemistry, thinking that we'll be dealing with chemicals and stuff, you know, the stereotypical laboratory chemistry we often see in TV..but no. I was crushed. The subject was death itself. Owkay, that was full of exaggeration, but whatever, that is how I happen to see the subject. Well, maybe the problem's with me, or with our teacher. You could say that our teacher is the terror teacher type..well, don't get me wrong, she can be nice at times, but most of the time, she's being very strict. strict and scary. Those type of teachers really take out my enthusiasm in the subject. I mean, the subjects hard, we don't need someone to make it harder, right? Haaay buhay. I'm hoping for the best... I don't want to disappoint people.

So yan, we now come to our next topic. MY MOTHER. Haaay. I don't really know. She's been gone for 3 days because they had a seminar in Holiday Inn, Clark, Pampanga. I've been a really good girl, even offered to type her reports because I knew she doesn't like working with computers *and i can say that the computer doesn't like her that much either*. She arrived today, with chocolates as my pasalubong . I thought everything was going well between the two of us. We haven't fought since our "talk". Well obviously, I was wrong. I tried to borrow something from her earlier, then she started shouting and accusing me of stuff. I don't know. I'm quite sure I was polite when I asked her.. Haay. It's very hard to explain. I won't say that I'm not affected, because I am. I wanted to scream at her, cry, and rebel.. hay i dont know. I mean, if you're me, and your mother is acting really mean towards you for some reason, you'd feel the same way too. I just don't understand why she's being like that because I'm trying to do everything just so I could please her. She's one of the reasons why I have scars on my wrist..how sad.

When I was younger, I was a great dreamer. I dreamed of being very sucessful in every aspect possible. Eh Ganun eh. I wanted to be everything. My dreams ranged from being an astronaut, to me finding the man of my dreams, and having a great family. I really don't know what got to me that I started dreaming like that. Oh well. My father was with me all the way.. and I think he was the one who pushed me through everything. Last November 1, All Saints Day, we visited my father's grave. I was so happy because I didn't visit him on his birthday due to Mother. So yun, we arrived there, and the place reeked. Honestly. My mother didn't want to clean it earlier, so yes, I thought I'd have an asthma attack when I entered the place. So being the good girl that I am..*haha. shut it.* I started cleaning, then she was telling me to stop whatever I was doing because I'm not really helping. Ouch. I wanted to cry. How dare she hurt me in front of my father's grave? Konting respeto naman.. Hay. I kept a straight face and just prayed. I know God is good and everything would be okay.

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Sooo..that's my post for this past week.:-P Im too lazy to blog eh. Btw, if you haven't noticed, I changed my layout.:-) This layout works best if viewed in Mozilla.:-P hehe. tut.tut.
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Haay. im so dramatic, but this is MY blog and I can rant whenever I want. Haay. I feel so down.:-| Oh well, I'm sure I can find something to amuse myself with, and I am quite certain that Dan & my friends would cheer me up.:-) Haha. I really am the Pessimistic Optimist..what can I say?:-)

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